Ra-ra-rambling

Today has been an unproductive day, but I'm loving every minute of it. I've sat around and watched a million episodes of Roseanne today! :) Love, love, love that show!!! One of my all time favorites.

I'm having a hard time concentrating on something right now. It's like I feel like I can't do enough around my house. I also feel like I have given up on working up again. Why is it so hard to do this? I'm not even slipping into my eating disorder ways. It's more like...not caring anymore. I care about what I look like, I care about being healthy, however, I think I've taken a 180.

I will figure this out :) I love analyzing. Sometimes it's mentally draining because I can over*analyze certain things a lot. I'm always trying to figure out more about myself and others. Motives. Behaviors. So interesting. Which is why I have really been leaning towards working with mental illness and psychology. I gave up the idea for a bit and leaned towards nursing. But, my heart loves helping those in need mentally.

Anyways, this was just a little ramble. Will try to keep up with writing more often. Why do I find that so hard to do most the time?

Unleashing...

I close my eyes and the first thing I see is me....in a picture....but this picture hasn't been taken yet. I'm standing there and I have this cardigan on, oatmeal, maybe merlot, and a nice tee underneath with a pair of cute shoes, dark jeans, a belt, and a watch and some jewelry. I envision my nails being longer...most likely from getting them done and always having shampoo and conditioner, all the body lotions, scrubs, make-up. I just want to keep up with myself!! I want be able to wear the clothes I want to wear, have my hair done and dyed and kept up.

I'll be moving soon, which I'm looking forward to more than anything else. I want the independence. I want more power and control. I don't want to control everything, but maybe work on control myself. Regardless....a new home of my own. Can't wait.

Part of me wants to turn this into something creative. Turn it into a blog for others to really read and feel inspired by and look at cool pictures. Maybe share my own thoughts, pictures, poems, etc. I just have this creativity bug in me. Must unleash it!!!!!

It's Part of You....

Just a Little Bit About Me!

I post pictures of lovely things - celebrity images & news, film & television stills, pictures by current & classic artists, fashion spreads, vintage nudes, retro & vintage advertising & a personal photo from time to time among soooo many other things such as animals and nature.
I love having conversations about the pretty things I look at, so feel free to leave a comment if you'd like to talk excitedly with me about gorgeous things. I try my best to be positive & cheerful & hope the pictures & thoughts that I share make people as happy as they make me. I try to share as many details as I can as I'm a big fan of knowing a lot of information about a picture.
I share the images I come across on the internet as a fan of the pictures/picture subject. I claim no ownership or copyright of any of the images posted except those taken by me. If you are the owner of a specific image & would like it removed, please comment & I will do so promptly.

Fear

Fear

Abraham - Hicks

Fear is the emotion that comes forth when you are choosing a thought that is not up to speed with the desire that you hold. You’re going to feel it and you’re going to feel it stronger. It is the reason that the word “terror” or “terrorist”, or “terrorizing” is such an appropriate word. It is not only in the action that you witness, or that you hear about, it is in the speculation that begins to run rampant. The power of the terrorists is much greater in things that never come to be than it ever is in the things that do come to be.

Picky

Day 1 of being better with my eating choices ;)
I just like fatty foods WAY too much! They are so fun and comfortable.

I went to Portillo's today and had a salad with chicken and walnuts. Yum!
And a cup of fruit. Eating healthy can be exhausting! hahah. But actually, it was very good! I liked it - muy mucho! :)

5 of my favorite things right now:

1. Juno
2. Tulips
3. Smoking Popes
4. Driving at night
5. Love Line

Stillness

It's been a while since I was last on here.
I've been a bit lazy in the posting department!

Working a lot. Tired by bed time! Not staying up that late anymore, although, I miss the night life! I feel a lot more comfortable in the evening. But, in terms of depression, the sunlight is sooooooo good for me. =)

I've been living a very stagnant life lately. And I've been thinking so much about how we are only given this one day...this one moment...and how I really want to be making it count.

Seriously need to figure out what I'm doing and stop standing still!