Shedding My Skin

So, this always happens to me. I go through this phase. I shed what was once me and recalculate. I'm really trying to figure out the adult I want to be. The 30 year old I want to be. Who I am. What I stand for. Being a good friend. Finding a career that I absolutely love! Have a family. Get married. Travel. More animals. Happiness. I want so bad for things to just go together and without too much struggle, I think that is achievable. I want so much to be this person that I value, respect, and look up to.

My first 3 obstacles that I am going for (from Sunday to Saturday) are to call all the girls about bridesmaid dresses. Do they want me to go with?? Will they need help? Tell them to take pictures. ;)

The second obstacle would have to be getting active. I need to start working out. I want to lose weight. I want to be healthy. I want to have children one day and I want to be able to keep up with them. I want to have cool looking clothes that I'm proud to wear and defines who I am. I want the increased self-esteem.

The third obstacle is getting my car washed. The interior and exterior!

These are totally attainable goals. I will do it. xo